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I'm feeling incredibly sad and unaccomplished. I've been spending a few days sorting my money situation, budgeting for 2009, taking inventory of the last year, scoring different sources for inspiration... and I can't help but feel like the momentum I'd built up back in the summer has stalled without my realizing it. Somewhere along the way, I stopped moving and I'm just now seeing that I've gone way of course... actually having trouble remembering what the original course was. I want to be dancing. I want to be touring. I want to make my money as an artist. So why am I letting so many things distract me? In 2009, I need to make a plan and stick to it. I need to set goals and deadlines and stay on course. I'm halfway to my next birthday and I've got so much work to do!

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