On: Past me/43things

I rediscovered my list on 43things.com and I couldn't help but feel a little sad, noticing how simple some of my wishes were. Not sad because they were silly, but because dancing in the rain, one of the tasks on my list, doesn't seem all that appealing anymore. I feel like I've lost my carefreeness. It used to be the case that dancing alone in my room to Stevie and spending half my days riding my bike along the Hudson Greenway would bring me so much joy. Now, so much of my time gets lost in my grind and I positively don't have the time or money to just have fun. And I don't know if simply telling myself to make the time would be a feasible idea. I'm looking into a second source of income and I'm desperate for a steady dancing gig. I'm barely scrapping by on the money I make at the studio. I have no social life to speak of. I wish for so many things! Don't mind me, I'm having another bad week.

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