I just can't help feeling used and discarded. I sent Phil a text on Wednesday to let him know that he was on my mind. I should have thought out the possible scenarios, but at that moment, it just hadn't occurred to me that he would be cold. And not a word since. I don't get it. Why be a jerk? I take the blame for setting myself up.. again. If I kept my own promise, I wouldn't have gone looking for an ego stroking. So, I guess this is how it will be. I've deleted his number and all his messages. I've totally dropped the ball on developing me, so I vow from this moment forward that I've quit that man and can't nothing move me.
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good luck with that. the last heartbreak hit me so hard that i dropped off the face of the earth... in many ways.
spending a good chunk of my subconscious energy just trying 2 climb back up these days.
thanks for the positive energy, girl. i'm sticking to my word even if it means i have to be alone and hang out with myself. i gotta start making time for me anyways.
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