Preach Björk!

Björk on Big Breakfast reciting "The Object" by Alma Luz Villanueva

I came to an epiphany last night, that great physical connection isn't worth sacrificing my absolute desire for a healthy and loving romantic relationship. I spent the evening with Phil, and even though physically we were as intense as ever and the conversation was relatively global, but lovely, there was something very strange going on between us otherwise. It could be because we haven't been so close in nearly a year; could be his new, cramped apartment; could be that we know for sure (or at least I do) that a relationship between us would be disastrous; could be that the smoke screens are cleared and though there's still a lot we don't know about each other, we know what we want and we know what the deal breakers are between us.

I miss those googly-eyed feelings I had for him a year ago. I just miss feeling desired in a more than physical way; feeling as though someone's got me on their mind, wondering about my day and my well being; who adores me and wants to shower me with love. But I can sense that he's not interested in doing that for me anymore. I know for sure what I want though and if he won't give it to me, I will be patient and allow someone who will to find me.

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