Spring Cleaning 2

No one might ever see this, but I'm haven't eaten and I'm thoroughly annoyed.

There is a lady in my life, who I would rather not have in my life. She gets under my skin. She brags and talks too much and is nosy and bossy and not a really genuine or nice person in my opinion. I want to surround myself with people that are greater than me, but because they actually are and not because they see themselves as greater. I like talented, educated people, with big dreams and who make those dreams happen. But those who are constantly flaunting their good luck or announcing they're "hard work" or always looking to get recognition and attention are supremely unattractive to me. Lack of humility and modesty are my absolute biggest annoyances. I don't want to sound like a hater, because I believe people deserve every bit of what they earn. And I think everyone gets their time to shine and you just have to recognize when your turn comes. I HATES ON NO MAN.

And my time is near. My energy is pulsing and my spirits are high. I have talents and goals and dreams and this great big life ahead of me, and I'm so tired of following. I want to lead, even if I'm solo. I'm tired of being scared and limiting myself. I'm OVER IT! I mean I feel blessed and grateful for my accomplishments, but I feel like those were too easy. i didn't have to work very hard for some of it. Even when I stressed and worried, in many cases, it was sheer luck... being at the right place at the right time.

I want to do great things because I worked hard to get to them. I'm tired of doing things just to do them.

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